May 25, 2013

Lenten Devotion, Day 46, March 30, 2013

looking through cage

 

Holy Saturday

 

I never know what to think or feel on Holy Saturday. In a way, I feel trapped. My mind and heart keep going back to the way the disciples – those courageous women and tender men – must have felt on that day after the crucifixion, when they did not yet know about Easter morning.

 

Do you ever feel trapped – on Holy Saturday and/or any other day?

 

Take a look at these two paragraphs from a new UCC web based resource – Peek, Ponder, Pray [ucc.org/feed-your-spirit] that I read early in Lent.

 

Ponder: Here’s the thing about cages: sometimes we don’t even know they’re there. Sometimes the walls seem invisible: culture, stereotypes, economics, wars, anxieties, traditions. Sometimes we even LIKE our cages – they feed us, make us feel safe, even delight us with reflections of our own beauty. Deep down, though, we know we were created for more. So what’s stopping you? And how might God be calling you to break free?

Pray: God, help me to test myself and my limits today. Help me to push up against the walls – heck, help me FIND the walls that have defined me. And if I’m not quite ready or able to break free, today, God – at least crack a window for me, so I know what else is out there. Amen.

 

 

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Lenten Devotion, Day 45, March 29, 2013

 

bird with young


Good Friday

 

God will cover you with his feathers. He will shelter you with his wings. – Psalm 91:4

 

God’s faithful promises are your armor and protection. Even today, Good Friday.

There is absolutely nothing to fear about tomorrow; for God is already there.

 

 

 

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Lenten Devotion, Day 44, March 28, 2013

south africa protest

Maundy Thursday

 

There is a cost and joy to discipleship for each one of us.

 

“In South Africa in 1987, Nelson Mandela was still in prison, and the world thought for good. School children were being killed daily by government police, and the struggle seemed to be at a standstill. I met a 14-year-old boy who was, like many there, organizing in elementary and high schools. I asked him if he was optimistic for the future and he said, ‘Yes.’ I asked him if he thought there would be a new, free South Africa someday, and he stated to me matter-of-factly, ‘I shall see to it personally.’ …There is simply no other alternative than for each person to see to it personally.” 

-Jim Wallis, the editor of Sojourners magazine.

 

A reader of Weekly Seeds on i.ucc.org drew an excellent parallel between Moses, who went back to Egypt to help his people, and Dietrich Bonhoeffer, who returned to Germany from safety in the United States during World War II. Bonhoeffer’s courage cost him his life; he is the source of the phrase, “the cost and joy of discipleship” in our United Church of Christ Statement of Faith:

 

We believe in you, O God, Eternal Spirit, God of our Savior Jesus Christ and our God, and to your deeds we testify:

 

You call the worlds into being, create persons in your own image,and set before each one the ways of life and death.

 

You seek in holy love to save all people from aimlessness and sin.

 

You judge people and nations by your righteous will declared through prophets and apostles.

 

In Jesus Christ, the man of Nazareth, our crucified and risen Savior, you have come to us and shared our common lot, conquering sin and death and reconciling the world to yourself.

 

You bestow upon us your Holy Spirit, creating and renewing the church of Jesus Christ, binding in covenant faithful people of all ages, tongues, and races.

 

You call us into your church to accept the cost and joy of discipleship, to be your servants in the service of others, to proclaim the gospel to all the world and resist the powers of evil,to share in Christ’s baptism and eat at his table, to join him in his passion and victory.

 

You promise to all who trust you forgiveness of sins and fullness of grace, courage in the struggle for justice and peace, your presence in trial and rejoicing, and eternal life in your realm which has no end.

 

Blessing and honor, glory and power be unto you. Amen. 

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Lenten Devotion, Day 43, March 27, 2013

 

meditative walking

Review of the Day  from, Handbook for Spiritual Directees

    http://shalomplace.com/view/hndbk-lite.pdf

 

Here is a practice used by many at the end of the day to see what

lessons can be learned and how God was present and active through

the day. Set aside fifteen to twenty minutes at the end of the

day for prayer and review of your day. A suggested format is

described below:

 

1. Take a few moments of quiet. Breathe deeply. Ask God to help you

see yourself as you truly were during the day.

 

2. Look back over your day – not to see what you did wrong but to

honestly acknowledge what was going on with you and others.

 

    * What happened? What did I do today?

    * How did I feel? Why did I feel that way?

    * Were my expectations and beliefs reasonable?

 

3. Affirm the healthy things you recognize.

 

4. Admit to yourself and God the unhealthy things. Ask God’s

forgiveness, believe it is yours, then decide if you need to

apologize or make amends.

 

5. Use creative visualization to grow stronger. Honestly

acknowledge the troubling situations of the day. See and feel

yourself acting honestly and lovingly in these situations. Ask God

for the grace to help you act in this new way.

 

6. Close with simple awareness of the sights and sounds around you,

grateful for the good things in your life.

 

This process can be undertaken as a daily journal exercise or by

prayerfully reviewing your day in your own mind. I like to take a

walk before bedtime for examenation. The important thing is to do it. It

is a discipline, to be sure, but can be a very important one.

 

 

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Lenten Devotion, Day 42, March 26, 2013

girl skypes with grandparents
 

You have a lot to do with the pace and activities of Holy Week. Here is one suggestion:

 

Ponder: Which of our friends or family members have we been meaning to call? How can we make time today to call her or him?

Pray: God of the time-out, help us to find our space on couches and in corners to reflect and connect. Clear our schedules so that we have time to phone our loved ones. Amen.

 

 

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Lenten Devotion, Day 41, March 25, 2013

 

BABY MIRROR
 

Love after Love

Derek Walcott

 

The time will come
when, with elation,
you will greet yourself arriving
at your own door, in your own mirror,
and each will smile at the other’s welcome,

and say, sit here. Eat.
You will love again the stranger who was your self.
Give wine. Give bread. Give back your heart
to itself, to the stranger who has loved you

all your life, whom you ignored
for another, who knows you by heart.
Take down the love letters from the bookshelf,

the photographs, the desperate notes,
peel your own image from the mirror.
Sit. Feast on your life.
 

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Palm – Passion Sunday March 24, 2013

 

palm sunday
Palm Sunday by Lillian Daniel
“A very large crowd spread their cloaks on the road, and others cut branches from the trees and spread them on the road. The crowds that went ahead of him and that followed were shouting, ‘Hosanna to the Son of David! Blessed is the one who comes in the name of the Lord! Hosanna in the highest heaven!’” - 

Matthew 21:1-11

One Palm Sunday early in my ministry, the children were all at the front of the church for a children’s sermon being given by my colleague. His words were thoughtful and well-planned. There was only one, small problem. The children had all been given their palms before coming forward. So no matter what the minister talked about, they had something much more interesting in their hands: a sword.

First one little boy thrust his palm frond into the head of another, who cried out with a loud, “Ouch, what was that?” Then he decided to try out his palm frond on the girl next to him. She shrieked, at first in shock and then in delight. Why didn’t they get these neat swords every Sunday?

Soon, every kid seemed to be either dodging or stabbing a palm into another kid’s eye, all while the pastor spoke to them about Christ’s never-ending love and kindness.

It was a microcosm of the real Palm Sunday story. A leader enters in triumph but the people are fickle. They turn on him, and then upon one another. One minute Jesus is the object of their cries of admiration, the next they are crying “Crucify him.”

Children poking each other with palms in church are kind of funny. Especially when you’re not the pastor giving the children’s sermon that day.

But grown-ups who turn on each other without a second thought are scary. Beware of the crowds that get whipped up in praise and adoration, for they could just as quickly get whipped up in hatred and cruelty. That’s what happened on Palm Sunday to Jesus, and it could happen anywhere on earth today.

There’s a neat trick to folding the palm fronds in just the right way so that they become crosses. Let’s turn our palms into crosses so we won’t be tempted to use them as swords.

Prayer: Hosanna in the highest heaven. Blessed is the one who comes in the name of the Lord. Amen.

 

 

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Lenten Devotion, Day 39, March 23, 2013

stopping along the trail
 

When we are driving in a car the world whirls by quickly and we notice very little. When we walk the same route, we are amazed at all the delightful details. However, when we stop on the path, we really see what’s there.

Sabbath is stopping to contemplate. Sabbath is taking a long, loving look at the truth. Sabbath practice helps us to see the world from the perspective of paying attention, which I believe is prayer…

 

Intention: Today I pause for a long, loving look at the beauty in and around me… Today when I pray I gently listen for God in all the noise of my life.

~From Sabbath Pause: Seven Weeks of Daily Practices, by Terry Chapman 

 

 

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Lenten Devotion, Day 38, March 22, 2013

 

texting

Less is More

This Lent, I am particularly aware of the habits of technological distraction that are so pervasive today. I am always connected to something or someone. Being plugged in, literally and figuratively, is a defining characteristic of my life now.

 

I pastor a young congregation, and much of our common life takes place or is facilitated through social media via a host of devices – smartphones, laptops and tablets. As much as these technologies can help people connect, they can also become ends in themselves, sinkholes into which we pour our time and attention. The constant stream of texts and tweets, the status updates and checks on the “likes” of some random “friend” are distractions that lead to self-absorption. They shorten my attention span and make trivia the stuff of my daily life.

 

It all keeps the here and now from ever being present, and for people who follow Jesus, that is a problem. In the incarnation, Jesus manifests the full presence of God. He is imminent. Here. Now. But if we are never fully here and now, then we will miss out on what God is up to — in us, our families, our neighborhood, in the many people and places who don’t text or tweet us but who only wait patiently to be seen and heard.

 

Yet despite the sheen of novelty, the temptations these new technologies present are not new. Every age has its distractions and temptations. Ministry itself can become a distraction, a way of not being present by constantly focusing on the needs around us.

Look at Jesus’ life and ministry. Confronted by needy crowds, Jesus made a habit of disconnecting so that he might reconnect with his Father and to the work before him.

 

Time and again, Jesus retreated to a solitary place to fast and pray and be in fellowship with God. Jesus practiced subtraction because he understood that taking things away does not mean less life but more. He knew that subtractive spiritual disciplines like silence and solitude are critical if we want to experience a good life.

~Tim Keel

 

 

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36 Hour Prayer Vigil: Good Friday thru Easter Morning

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Pray with us during the 36 hours before Easter beginning at 8:00pm Good Friday. Pick an hour in that time period. Some people spend this Holy Weekend thinking about the darkness and devastation of Good Friday and the pain of grief. Others spend it with a focus on hope and anticipated joy. Still others take the opportunity to look back over the mission and ministry of Jesus and discover new ways to emulate him in their own lives. Let the Spirit guide you.

We offer you a booklet with a variety of choices and possibilities in case you would like to try something different. Grab the booklet here. Skim through it and choose an activity for your hour of prayer. Some of the suggestions might take a bit of preparation (e.g. movie, internet site, bird watching, baking). So please plan ahead. If you decide to go away from your home for your part of the vigil, please consider lighting a candle a different hour when you can tend to it. We want to keep candles going throughout the vigil.

We encourage you to listen. We know that the Spirit will lead you …

The booklet starts with significant scripture and then moves on to readings, hymns, activities, movies, internet, seven last words, questions, quotes and pick 2.

(Many activity suggestions can be used/adapted for children or families.)

 Sign-up on the poster in the Gathering Space or email kevin@parkwayucc.org with the hour(s) that you would be willing to be in prayer.

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